how many times have you said something and you don't ever know if u mean it?
how many laughs have u shared because its so much easier to act than figure out what u feel?
*just put everything behind and smile :)*

Wednesday, October 31, 2012


semalam seperti mimpi
segalanya seperti mimpi...

walau bagaimana kita elak
kalau ditakdir tuhan sebegitu
tiada apa yang terhalang.

dalam sedih ada gembira
dalam tangis ada tawa
dalam penyesalan terlindung rahmat tuhan yang paling dalam.

Ya Rabb kurniakan aku Qalbun syakirun, kurniakan aku hati yang sentiasa bersyukur. Ameen.

'So verily, with the hardship there is relief; verily, with the hardship there is relief'. 94:5-6

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

a phase

To see someone you used to love
loving someone you care...

how is it should i react?
how am i suppose to say?
should i congrutulate both of you
and pray for your happiness?

in many people you choose her
in many people thats what Allah destine you...

should i be angry for that?
do i have a right to be angry?

i should accept it right? that whats i should do right?

but to be your friend and to act normal will hurt 
me so much...

so please understand me for once
dont bother to tell me anything
dont bother to connect with me in any way...

just for the moment i'm begging you...
just for this time because it hurt me so bad
when you act like nothing ever happened between us.

Monday, October 29, 2012


I dont want to hate you Or loving you... I just dont want you to be in my heart Neither my mind. Please just disappear, i dont wanna know anything about you!

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

I just want to be happy... No matter what, i just want to live hapily. Is that too much to ask for?

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

a break.

I've decided to let go certain thing To avoid certain situation To be apart from certain people... Not because I'm hating But because I'm in love too much. Need some space For my own... To clear up my mind.